I Offer No Apologies for this Picture Heavy Post

Whether you are a blogger or simply a blog reader, you probably understand the uniqueness of this community.  When we sit down and open up someone’s blog we become somehow involved in the lives of others.  Sometimes our involvement is vocal and other times it is quiet and anonymous.  One is not better than another (though I love blog comments like I love Diet Mountain Dew and coffee), the experience is the same–we become invested and interested and challenged and changed by the stories of others.  This is one of many reasons I have grown to love this community. 

Before I was a blogger, I was a blog lurker.  There were a handful of blogs that I quietly visited on a regular basis.  Some were fun, some were inspiring, some were informative, and others were, well, heart wrenching. 

One of the blogs I frequented was a blog called Maggie’s Journey to Healing.  This blog, written by  acquaintances from college, documented the Leukemia diagnosis and subsequent journey toward healing of their beautiful little girl.  Andy and Whitney’s little girl was the same age as Chanelle and their journey moved me tremendously.  Our family watched their family from afar as we did the only thing we knew to do:  we prayed. 

I vividly remember standing around the computer reading updates with Charlie and Chanelle and saying prayers for “Baby Maggie”, as we called her in our home.  I remember the almost daily questions from their tiny voices, How is Baby Maggie?  We need to pray for Baby Maggie.  We watched and prayed as this family fought hard and endured a journey that no family wants to endure.  That was four years ago.  Never in a million years would I have imaged that someday I would meet this little girl whose name became a fixture in our home. 


But I did. 

Last weekend I was beyond honored to take pictures of this incredible family who had so greatly impacted our family.  What was a beautiful family of three is now a beautiful family of five.

With the love and endurance of two parents who withstood more than most of us will ever understand, Maggie beat it and is one of the most vibrant and sweet little ladies I’ve ever had the pleasure to meet.

After spending time with this family I have decided that adorable just runs through their blood.  Colin grabbed my heart in, oh, about 3 seconds.


So did Grant.

As I drove the 30 minutes to the location of the shoot I whispered the prayer that dwells deep in my heart whenever I take pictures. . . help me to capture who they are. 



I wish I could put into words how I’ve been feeling since this shoot.  I guess to put it simply. . . I was changed.



I’m changed because I was deeply struck by the way they let me see who they are.  I was changed because when I allowed myself to put aside my fears and anxieties (about my lack of experience behind the camera) I had a clear view of who they are.  And this family?  They are the real deal. . .

Not the we’re-perfect-and-have-everything-together kind of real deal, but the we-are-who-we-are-and-that’s-okay kind of real deal.


As I stood back and watched this family who has rallied through and clung to each other through so much, I was overcome with emotion.  Joy, sadness, love, sorrow and especially hope.

The strength of this family reminded me of the strength that resides in all of us. . . it’s just that many of us don’t know it’s there.

Andy and Whitney, thank you for the great honor it was to spend time with you and your beautiful family.  Your beautiful moments were effortless and the footprints from that evening have made a lasting impression on my heart.

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And so my ongoing photography adventure continues.  Still learning.  Still growing.  Still making mistakes.  But one thing remains. . . oh. my. goodness. I absolutely LOVE the process more than my words could ever express. 

It’s a work in progress, but we are moving along. 

SummerK Photography now has a website:

www.summerkphotography.com

Visit if you’d like!

There is also a Facebook page.  If you have a moment please stop by and give us a “Like”

(When I say “us”. . .I’m referring to Chad and I.  He’s the brains, I just take the pictures.)

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I’ll be back Saturday. . .

Someone is turning ONE!!

  • CharisFaith - November 15, 2012 - 12:12 pm

    Wonderful pictures!!! I love the glimpse that bloggers offer into their lives! I love the hope and inspiration so often found in the stories of others!

    I can't believe that it's been a year already, time flies!!! Happy Birthday Meadow!!!ReplyCancel

    • Summer - November 16, 2012 - 11:56 am

      I agree with you completely. Thank you!ReplyCancel

  • The Barnett Family - November 15, 2012 - 3:39 pm

    Wow! I love this family too. My daughter fought leukemia right beside Maggie. Our hospital rooms right next door ofterntimes. We helped each other figure things out. Then they moved away….but I still think of them often. Back then it was just Maggie and now it is so much more. My daughter Ally who was seven when diagnosed is now 11. You captured this family perfectly. ReplyCancel

    • Summer - November 16, 2012 - 11:57 am

      Thank you for stopping by and for your comment. I'm so sorry for what your family had to go through with. . . I hope Ally is doing wonderfully today!ReplyCancel

  • Lissa Forbes - November 15, 2012 - 5:38 pm

    Summer, you have earned your right to take family and child portraits. You do such a fabulous job with your own and it seems a natural thing for you. These are really wonderful captures and this family must be ecstatic!! Wonderful, wonderful!ReplyCancel

    • Summer - November 16, 2012 - 11:57 am

      Thank you so much, Lissa, for such kind and encouraging words. ReplyCancel

  • lisa - November 15, 2012 - 5:51 pm

    Summer, you just amaze me with how you've grown this past year….and WOW! One already???? Really? How can that be??!

    Did you take any classes to help your growth or did you just self-teach yourself? If yes, what kind? Just curious…You've inspired me to get out my camera again…It's been taking a backseat in my life lately and I feel the itch! ReplyCancel

    • Summer - November 16, 2012 - 11:59 am

      Lisa, I did not take any classes. I have a long way to go, still, but really it has just been picking up my camera every single day and practicing and learning along the way. I would LOVE to take a class someday. . . but three kids and life gets in the way a bit right now.

      DO pick up your camera! Pay attention to the itch!

      p.s. I miss your blog. 🙂ReplyCancel

  • Evie - November 15, 2012 - 5:57 pm

    What great pictures. The candids are really special. I love Maggie's freckles. A little girl in my daughter's class was just diagnosed and has started treatment. It is a hard and long road. It's nice to see what it looks like on the other side.ReplyCancel

    • Summer - November 16, 2012 - 12:00 pm

      Thank you Evie. I sincerely hope that your daughters classmate beats it and has the support she needs around her. ReplyCancel

  • mommathieszen - November 15, 2012 - 6:33 pm

    Such a moving post, Summer. We too walked so closely to the Bixler blog through Maggie's journey towards healing. We felt so connected as it was so much our niece's journey being replayed for us. Seeing such amazing pictures of Maggie here just made me weep once again at the journey she and our niece now have had to go through twice. Such pure, innocent, radiant love wrapped up in those girls. I needed to weep at beauty today so thank you for posting your artwork for the world to get a glimpse of. Thank you for capturing the essence of that beauty in the Bixler family.ReplyCancel

    • Summer - November 16, 2012 - 12:01 pm

      Thank you, Angie, for your kind words. All my best to your niece and family as they fight this terrible battle. ReplyCancel

  • Sassytimes - November 15, 2012 - 8:22 pm

    What a gift you gave this family. Wonderful photos. I'm so proud of you! I think your talent lies more IN YOU than in how long you've been 'at it'. Don't sell yourself short, friend! You have talent!

    I can't believe these babies are turning 1. Weren't we just pregnant!?!?! Enjoy her and the rest of your family!ReplyCancel

  • Anonymous - November 16, 2012 - 2:27 am

    Summer,
    Just had an appointment with my oncologist today and when I read your post tonight, I thought, oh please let this have a happy ending. I'm so happy it did and you have captured some beautiful pictures for this family. You do an awesome job, thanks for sharing it with all of us.

    Cheryl N.ReplyCancel

    • Summer - November 16, 2012 - 12:02 pm

      Cheryl,

      As always I appreciate your very kind comments. I do hope that you are doing okay. . . ReplyCancel

  • Debbie - November 17, 2012 - 3:23 pm

    I also watched and prayed with everyone while the whole family fought Maggie's leukemia. Whitney and I worked together all during her pregnancy and most of Maggie's illness. The wonderful pictures you've taken (you're an excellent photographer by the way) show who they are in a great way. Thanks for sharing this!

    DebbieReplyCancel

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