A record of the incessant and trivial chatter running through my head.
.jpg) I’m not one that believes in coincidences. When things happen, like they did today, I don’t doubt that there is purpose and intention beyond what I see and know. Just today I ran into three different people in three different locations who had lost a parent. Three people. When my mom died, a dear friend […]    .jpg) I’ve always loved dreary days. Days when clouds blanket the sky and hide the sun from view. When it is essential to turn lights on in the middle of the day and when there is no need to feel guilty for staying in pajamas a few hours too long. I love it even more when […] .jpg) I remember a summer morning, probably about eight years ago, when I was taught a lesson by birds. (Sounds strange, I know, but go with it.) This was during the years when Chad and I lived in a small apartment and had yet to welcome children into our family. We had a teeny, tiny patio […]
.jpg) Today our pastor suggested that there are five seasons each year: Winter, Spring, Summer, Fall, and Christmas. Now, I’m not an “Amen!” yellin’ type of person, but if I were, you might have heard an “Amen!” followed by a “Preach it Brother!” escape my lips. But since I’m a bit more reserved I sat in […]
.jpg) I said it to more than one person. . . “The holiday’s are going to suck.” “I’d rather just skip this season.” “Can I just stay home?” “I can’t do this!!” I was afraid. I was afraid it wouldn’t be like it used to be. I was afraid I couldn’t make the meal like she […]
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Hugs!
Oh, friend. I think this is so, so true. When you have a loss like this, there's nothing that will ever repair the wound, or make it all better. You are so supported and so loved. And I think you're doing a phenomenal job. 🙂
Big hug to you, S.
Chad set me up proper like now. 🙂
You are so right, 30 years since I lost my dad, 3 years since my sister and now my mom, it is a pain then an ache that will not ever go away. I am glad of that. I never want to be "over it" as some people like to say. I want to cry when I see an empty swing that reminds me of our last time with dad. Or every time I hear How Beautiful or All is Well.
Thanks….we are all on this road and in this club together. A friend came over last night and is in the process of joining the cancer club. It was good to talk of doctors and hope and especially the hope we have in Christ. Thanks Summer….love you!
Sweet Summer. You said it just right. Though I am not part of your club but know I will someday. I have a really close friend who lost her mom last Easter. And when I think of losing my mom WOW its like NO WAY!!! She would be so proud of the mom and wife you are.You have two beautiful children that are so precious. They even leave "stinky brownies" in my car!:) Boy did I laugh. I am so glad that you are so willing to share. You touch lots of hearts and I am going to be sure my friend reads this one. Hope to see you Sunday eve. at kids performance. Charlie was telling me about it. At least you still have a great mom in law.:) Be glad!!!!:) and know that your friends love you and are praying for you.
Oh, this is definitely not a club I like to welcome members in to.
This line resonated with me today: "Today, there were few words exchanged with these club members, only a slight nod of the head and a gentle, knowing smile."
Mmmmm…
For what it's worth, I think it sounds like you're moving forward. But it's totally ok if you decide not to move forward, but back and to the side, too. This whole journey… oh boy, it's hard. Just keep moving.
Big hug to you.